Emo letter: Part 1

Well at one time i was really emo(a week after the break i think) and suddenly wrote this letter (well kind of a letter)...Wrote like 4 pages long...haha...it was right before i have my Calculus retest =P ...Ill divide it into 4 sections and probably gonna post it in the next 4 days or so...

Excuse the bad language(Mind wasn't thinking straight..haha..) and i might cut off some really private stuff that is supposed to be kept confidential between me n her (Paham2 lah =P)

Hey Lyn =). You know what? I can't take this anymore. All this time I thought that I made you happy. The time we met a Wafi's house. The first time i saw you, i actually ran back to Wafi's room. I was that scared! =)) Then decided to have a lil chat with ur sis[Ijah]...she told me to not break your heart. I thought, wow, your sister really cares about you. You must be someone really special to her. Hanged at Wafi's room, till we're forced out of the room. That's when i saw you. your love shaped face, fluffy black short hair, slightly pinkish face and luvly red lips. Your hands on the side of the sofa, looking down at something while listening to your mp3. You looked at me and smiled. It was a luvly smile. We went down, ate a bit, keeping contact to a minimum cause, i know,first time in a year since we looked at each other in the eyes. The rest of the night was pretty normal. Oh yea, Illya =D . She smelled so sweet[She sprayed her perfume on her] =) . Then off to the mall with the ustad[sending the ustad to the strawberry cake house]. It was funny when we reached the strawberry cake house, you and Ijah hid. Hilarious actually...we has a small chat...then reached the mall. Went to the cinema area first. Picked out 4bia. Waited in line while Wafi and his bro[Hafiz] went off to look for some games. Our turn to buy the tickets. I asked you to go but you pulled my arm to the counter. You have no idea how my heart jumped! =) After buying the tickets we decided to split, Me, U n Ijah, Wafi with Hafiz. Before we even reached the escalator you clinged to my arm. Again my heart jumped and it was beating faster than ever. Had fun talking, holding hands while we went to the video store, book store.. oh yea...we had gelato. You and Ijah had mint, i wanted yogurt but u said masam[Sour] so i took the peach instead. Oh yea...remember the two random dudes...how they tried every single flavor of gelato there is...haha...I liked how easy it was for you to have a convo with them. That exact time i thought...Damn...I'm lucky...