Emo letter: Part 4

The letter, Illya n the Necklace

comments (on FS) but then you said..." ohh..I'll check later...cause i have to go offline to check..." Well it doesn't seem to be the case when your ex comments you...Your status was happily online when you commented him back...You have no idea how pissed i was...But what really pissed me off is that your comments (To him) sounds so regretful...always nice...like your the one at fault when actually he was (at fault for leaving you for no reason)...Seriously...two months with me...well for the first month ive been comforting you while the other being your bf...U SERIOUSLY STILL CAN'T FORGET BOUT THE GUY??!! ( Yea...i was really pissed at the time...now i know that its damn hard to forget about your first love...So if you are reading this...SORRY! For the 43rd time...) The way you talked last night was really hurtful(to me)...As if im just another rebound guy while he's your one and only love...So all the times you said you missed me and love me...was it a lie? Lies created out of sympathy? Well i don't need your sympathy...Seriously...if you love him that much, then you might as well break up with me...What's the point of having a relationship where i would forever feel like the third wheel?

Lastly, I wanna say that...Yes...I really truly love you with all my heart...I would even say that your my first true love...but if you still can't forget bout the past...I might as well move on without you...then staying in a one sided relationship....

Damn....i was quite pissed when i wrote this letter....haha...

What's funny was that....Yea she broke up with me...without me knowing about it...Cutting off all connection with me completely and suddenly telling people you were free from me...(As if i trapped her somehow.. -_-") ...Come on....break up properly lah...TALK TO ME! If you don't to stay a couple...fine...i can live with that...but suddenly wrote me off your life completely...refusing to see me after i basically begged Wafi to bring me to your house....That's another story...still praying everyday to talk bout what the hell happened and how you hate me so much after i basically did what you told me to...(not to contact her for a month...well a month and a week cause a week after the fight[the fight was on our 1st month anniversary] i called to apologised and the only thing she could do was mumble and say she's sleepy -_-" and the next day say that she's ignoring me longer)