Why do i even bother?

Why? I dont know...i tried and tried up to the point of giving up...WTF?

Show that u appreciate....Show that u care...Show that im being an idiot for trying....U know what...NO SUPRISE! Screw You!! Chhh...

Yea...i noticed the little things...

BTW....DONT ASK!

Happy 3 Month Anniversary...

Three months...This is the first time in my life that i view the number '3' as a huge number...cause well...its pretty much a milestone to me...haha...

Luv...how u put up with my behaviour for these past couple of month is beyond my understanding...i know that i havent been much of a boyfriend cause ive pretty much MIA for the past month...Sorry... =(

Anyways hopefully the future would be better and we'll have loads more happy, good, fantastic, awesome and fun times together... ;)

Oh yea...in case u didnt know already...

I Love You <3

Ratio 34:1

Today was my 1st Entrepreneurship class...Quite interesting i must say...

One of the issues discussed in the class was success and the things that comes with success...or rather what you lose to achieve success...

In order to become successful you have to be prepared to sacrifice certain things...the usual things that a normal person would think of would be sacrificing time and money...but there are also other things that one might have to sacrifice such as love and loved ones...

Then it struck me...even in relationships you have to prepare to sacrifice the same things...you have to be able to let go certain things in order to have a successful relationship...One must be able to give and take...be able to adapt oneself or maybe even change oneself to satisfy the significant other...is it worth it?

Yes...If you change for the better...

Frick...

I missed my window...my thinking place...

Now there's a table between me and my window...my bro's computer table...

But still...Its my usual inspiration place so i just sit on the table and look outside...feel the cool breeze wisp by against my face...

And out of no where a freekin creature scuttled on the roof in front of the window...stood in front of me...It was just one a half feet away...kinda looks like a ferret...in stayed for about 5 seconds and ran away...haha...

I better put away the biscuits on the table in case that thing decides to come again to find food...haha....

My Creative Process...

Its been a while since i made a song...Well a good song...haha...

My process of making a song...

1. Find a keyword/phrase that sums up the whole song...
2. Listen to music and try to pick out certain words that i could use (Some view this as cheating...haha...)
3. Think about what the song is about...(Haha... Yea...for most people, this should be the first step...)
4. Sit in front of the computer (at times for hours) figuring out rhymes and try to find a good rhythm for the song...type them out on MS Word...
5. Read it over and over again...and put it in my "Finished Work" file if im satisfied...if not ill put it in the "Unfinished Work" file...

So far i have 5 complete songs and 1 unfinished one...well actually 2 unfinished songs but i accidentally left the file in Brunei...haha...

Second Chance...

Do people really deserve a second chance?

Why give them a chance to break you down again?

Why give them a chance to repeat the same mistake again?

Why give them a chance to hurt you again?

Because they're worth it...

Peace and Serenity....

I was thinking about what to name this post and well, that came out of nowhere...so...heh...haha...

I probly should stop ending every sentence with "..." ...haha...oh well...lets move on to the next agenda...

I dont know what to write now i have a chance to... =_=" ...oh Yea...how bout i just complain about some stuff here? haha...

Let start with...the end of my semester break...*sigh*...Its been fun...lets do a quick recap..This is the first holiday where i actually went somewhere outside of SEA...YaY...hahaha...Probably the last time i get to see my friends in a really long time...cause most of them are gonna go study overseas soon...might not be able to see them durin raya this year... :( ...what else? Apa lagi ahh... Hmmm....i dont know...

Haha...just kidding... =p ....probly the most important part is finally being able to meet Icha... ;)

My god i miss that girl like crazy right now...and i only had time to meet her 3 times(well 4 if you consider a 2 minute meeting actually meeting someone...haha...) ...I actually asked my mum to book my flight late (Flight is on the 6th which is actually the day my classes start...haha...) cause i thought..."Hmm...if i go back late...it mean more time for me to hang out with Icha...." *Grins to Self* ...but fate is being an ass and she's now havin a jolly good time in England while im here...in Brunei..."THE CAPITAL OF FUN!!"....Yes...that is sarcasm ppl... =_=

Talkin about fate being an ass...did i mention that Im changing campuses? Yea...WTF? I was just getting used to Shah Alam and now theyre transfering me to Petaling Jaya??? Gah...u know what that means? I have to live in a hostel again without proper/no internet connection...Which means minimum contact with Icha... *Grits teeth*...Well for now...My mum said she's gonna buy me a car so theres still hope cause if i have a car then i could still live in Shah Alam and just drive to PJ for my classes...so please fate? Be nice to me and make me happy....pleaseeeee.... =D

Just 2 more days here...damn...im gonna miss this place and the people here... =/

Jobless much...

Jobless...such a meaningful word...well not really...haha...

If you want me to simplify my whole semester break...it would be that exact word... "JOBLESS"...

Well not the whole time...just...most of the time? Haha...

What the heck am i rambling about?

Its 2.42am...and i dont know why im still waiting...I might as well just go to sleep...

No...i wanna chat with my luv...come online...pretty please? /shyshy

Why do i feel so empty? =_=

Now i feel like rambling in Malay...

Nah....maybe not...