It had been almost...2 months since my last post...haha...Yea well i know that i said i'll update at least once a week but...couldn't be bothered to...haha...cause i've been buzy with studies and stuff...(Yea right... =p)
The reason for this update is cause of sheer fear of my luvly wife and lover Batrisyia smacking me in the ass in a non-cute way...xp
This blog was originally to write "as much crap possible bout my messed up love life"...(Haha...quoting myself...=p)...but then screw that...haha...Now its dedicated to all the randomness in my life...(Y)
As proof...I've changed the look of the blog from the somber black to my favourite colour...=D
Actually i wanted a cooler looking blog but then...i don't know how to use custom templates and stuff...haha...
I did think about changing the blog address...but "another shot to the heart" still sounds wicked... =P
Now to answer the question of "have i gotten over her"...I went to my favourite place...(The window in my room =P)...and thought about it...Now this was about 10 mins before 7am...it was still quite dark...i breathed in the cool air...
To me...yea...i have gotten over her...If you have read all my previous posts, all the "She left me...i didnt know...im lovesick...heartbroken..." then u must think "Reaaaallly? ^o)" ...and the answer is still a definite YES! Haha...
I read back all of my old posts (to proof to myself really) that i am over her...and guess what i did when i read all of it...i laughed...hard and loud...XD
My god...Its amazing how emotional a guy could get...well a guy like me anyways...haha...Below are some of the stuff ive said over the course of "recovery from heartbrokenness"... =p
Seriously...two months with me...well for the first month ive been comforting you while the other being your bf...U SERIOUSLY STILL CAN'T FORGET BOUT THE GUY??!! (A very very dumb statement now i think about it...haha)
The longer this "fight" lasts...the more i believe in this... (But the fight never ends...so the believe went away...haha)
OK :-) Im actually confused between fantasy and reality (A very very true statement... XD)
And a special thanks to BATRISYIA n FALY cause you guys been reading my blog from a start =) (And also Sarah and Wafi and people who had been there...Without you guys...I might still be posting lovesick crap on this blog... =D)
haha...my eye is twitching... haha...n down goes one tear.... And down goes another tear....(This is what i call...over dramatic writing XD)
I could always delete my fs, delete all of her pics, delete this blog even, like what she is doing...which to me really is kind of childish...(And i still think the same...haha..)
Just cause you have a bad experience, it doesn't mean that you have to erase it. Why? Cause by doing that, you will never learn anything. You would just make the same mistakes again and again...(And also think the same about this...haha..)
Cause this is getting wayyy to sad...even for a...wait for it.... SHEMO (Sarcastic Happy EMO) like me... XD (Now a new definition of SHEMO exists...Its Super Hot EMO... XD)
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